Lostandtorn (original poster new member #86272) posted at 9:03 PM on Monday, June 30th, 2025
I am really struggling with having no contact with my AP. The loneliness and longing to talk to him is killing me. Trying to distract myself is not helping. I am just preoccupied constantly with thoughts of him. And wondering how someone who said they love me, can just turn those feelings off. I really wish I could.
My preoccupation, and constantly looking at my phone hoping he contacts me, is starting to interfere with my other responsibilities.