Topic is Sleeping. 
			 
				    				 SatyaMom (original poster  member #83919)		posted at 12:30 PM on Tuesday, March 11th, 2025	
			 
	Im hanging in…..he is staying with SIL…who has lectured me on how porn " isn’t so bad " and can be healthy ( no kidding as long as it isn’t compulsive, and leads to prostitutes 🙄) I guess it’s how you want to live your life….love vibe or high vibe.   
Hardest part for me is that while WS has created his own suffering, I worry.  I love him….and he is extremely remorseful and sad.    That’s kind of his MO.   So I come back here-and read and remember the seriousness and cruelty of what he has done TO ME- the gaslighting, lying to my face etc.     pathetic 😢 
 
			 	 
	 Topic is Sleeping.