Pickinguppieces99 (original poster new member #86715) posted at 12:01 PM on Saturday, November 1st, 2025
DDay was 6 days ago so everything is very fresh. My BS and I are HB at the moment. Right now we just hug and kiss and tell each other we love one another and how we will get through this. I want to believe but it’s so hard. I’m traumatized by my own actions. He wants to have sex but I just can’t allow myself. I don’t deserve it and I’m incredibly depressed at this moment. I have IC on Nov 14th and I’m desperate to see this counselor already. I’m so disgusted and remorseful that I just don’t know if I will ever separate danger with sex.
feelingverylow ( member #85981) posted at 3:23 PM on Saturday, November 1st, 2025
I do not have anything specifically useful to add to this topic as my situation is very different and I think it might be better addressed by a WW, but want to say that I have found chatgpt to be very helpful in between / before IC. It is surprisingly insightful. I have a very long chat going on a few topics. Take responses with some critical thinking of your own as it can be a bit biased towards positive responses (especially chatgpt-4), but have talked with others who think it helps. Thoughts are with you.
Me - WH (53) BS (52) Married 31 years
LTA 2002 - 2006 DDay 09/07/2025
Trying to reconcile and grateful for every second I have this chance
