How can she seem OK?
Hello everyone. I'm a terrible person. I'm a very accomplished liar. I don't know if I have remorse, I don't feel guilt, but I know the things Ive done are bad. And I think I love my wife but I'm sure almost everyone will disagree.
I've been married for 10 years. Two years after I got married I started an affair that lasted until August this year. 8 years. I work away from home, away weekdays. Home weekends. This allowed me to live a double life. Ive lost count of how many women I have had an EA and PA with during this time. Many. My posts will focus on my wife and long term AP to make it easier for me.
AP found out about my BS about a year in. I lied to her and told her my intentions were to leave BS 'soon' and be with her. Strung her along for another 7 years for sex and fun times.
D-day happened. AP had snooped in my phone and taken my BS number. Got drunk with her friend, crank called many times. Concerned/annoyed BS told me about it and I realised what was going on and came clean to my BS. Didn't even trickle truth, told her everything until she asked me to stop.
The months leading up to xmas have been tough for her. She seems OK now. She can't be though can she?
13 comments posted: Friday, January 1st, 2021
