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    AP is pregnant....divorce is not final
 
	I can not begin to say I how I feel right now. I know we are on the path to divorce and I shouldn't be bothered by this since he will soon no longer be a concern of mine anyway. But I am so.....everything!!!! I have too many emotions to deal with all at once and I feel hopeless. WH actually thinks we can move forward and still R. What a joke!!!! I feel like such an idiot. The universe must really be mad at me as she is pouring it on thick. I hate what he has done.... I'm not sure I can recover. Can't control my tears enough to even make this post. 
 
		 15 comments		 posted: Tuesday, September 28th, 2021
Cut off my nose to spite my face 
 
	That was the message he sent me. Now I'm full of self doubt. Not really sure why I posted this. My mind is racing. I can't seem to focus on anything at all. And yes, he ran straight to AP as I knew he would. That's about the only thing that gives me strength right now.....knowing I made the best decision. 
 
		 18 comments		 posted: Friday, September 3rd, 2021