I wish I can go back and change my actions
I’ve never done anything like this, forums and what not but I’m desperate to just maybe talk to someone that’s gone through what I have. Yesterday I confessed and told my fiancé that i cheated 4 years ago. I know I’m shitty and i should’ve never and that one mistake haunted me forever. I knew eventually it would come out because it was eating me up in the worst ways, i held on for as long as i did because i didn’t want to break his heart and knew he’d want nothing to do with me. To make things even more complicated we were already breaking up prior to my confession but him apologizing about the man he couldn’t be for me and his tears is what broke me because i haven’t been perfect to him. And just as i suspected he wants me out of our home (it’s under his name) and wants nothing to do with me. He’s giving me a month to go. I don’t blame him but i truly truly truly am sorry. I truly wish i never made that choice in the first place. I’m broken and i can’t believe i hurt the person I’ve loved the most
6 comments posted: Thursday, March 18th, 2021
