still in shock and need help
Newbie here...
Married for 17 years, 8 of which I was lied to. One child/baby, who is 20 months old. D-day was over 6 weeks ago and since then I've been on antidepressant, anxiety meds and I've been getting help by going to therapy once a week. Plan is to move out with the baby, get a job and try to take care of myself. The inconsistencies in his stories, blame shifting and desperate attempts to make me forgive and move on, just motivate me more to get out of this asap.
It hurts so bad, that I would rather be in physical pain. When will it get better? When will the pain ease? When will my brain comprehend that the person I loved and trusted, that the father of my baby and my best friend, is the same person that caused the worst pain in my life?
Please give me some hope that it gets better with time. Send some advices, if you have any.
16 comments posted: Monday, August 15th, 2022
