Husband has online affairs while I battle postpartum depression.
Since my daughter was born I’ve been battling postpartum depression. My sex drive has been non existent. I thought my husband was being so wonderful so understanding. But that all came crashing down 3 days ago. I came into our bedroom after struggling to put our 3 year old to bed, I kind of just tagged my husband in to help. He goes to our son as come into our bedroom, his phone is on our bed alone with his bathrobe, which I found strange, something compelled me to look in his phone. There I found several explicit conversations, with pictures and videos, going back months. This was all done on this app discord, that hosts servers that allow their members to be completely anonymous. I honestly cannot consider divorce, it’s not something I want, but I also don’t know how I can ever trust him. It’s not like he confessed, he was caught. He wants to do counseling, he swears he doesn’t want to leave me, that he loves me and is very attracted to me but my "rejection" of him for so long made him feel depressed and to loose his confidence, that’s why he went looking for it somewhere else. The absolute infuriating thing is if he said the things he did to those pieces of shit to me, we probably wouldn’t have had a sex problem. I just want to punish him, punish the women that he did it with.
40 comments posted: Monday, November 14th, 2022
