I Feel Lost
Hey everyone. I'm happy you are all here, but sad at the same time. It helps me to feel less alone in my situation, but how awful that there are so many of us.
I just found out that my husband has been cheating for the last few months with his coworker. Mostly through text, but he says they "hooked up" at the last conference they went to together. He isn't denying anything. He seems to be straightforward about everything when I ask him questions, but I just can't trust him. I feel like a fool. He says he's sorry and says he has deleted her contact info and blocked her from his phone, but I just don't know. I don't know where to turn. I feel stuck because my first instinct is to leave, but I still love him. I feel foolish for wanting to stay after he hurt me so deeply. I'm thinking we should try counseling. Maybe that will help me clear my mind.
I think the toughest part for me right now is trying to live a normal life when nothing feels normal.
10 comments posted: Wednesday, March 1st, 2023
