Numb To The Core
I’ve been married to my husband for 12 years, known him for 14 and just recently found out he has been cheating on me for at least 7-8 of them.
I found out the day after Mother’s Day. He planned a nice weekend for me for Mother Day but it was all a ploy to hide the crazy stuff he was doing. Having sex with multiple people. It wasn’t his first time neither. He spent all of our credit cards on web chats and online groups getting sexual favors from women.
I thought my husband knew better and had more respect and love for me than to do something like this. I feel like I’m in an alternate universe and want to wake up from this horrible nightmare but this is my life now. I don’t know where to go from here and how to even begin to forgive him. I feel like my whole marriage has been a facade.
9 comments posted: Friday, June 9th, 2023
