How did I get here?
My BS has guided me to SI and I have found it helpful and supportive. She has shared a number of posts from others which have been helpful as I begin to understand the scope and my comprehension of what she’s experiencing. I’m also shocked to hear similarities of my own feelings and circumstances, TT, etc.
I have yet to post, and this is my first.
Me: I am a WH. I am 53 years old, married for 23 year and have 4 kids. I am trying to understand how my actions have brought me to this point in my life. I am in IC (and MC) and need to get to the core of what it is that either I thought I knew about myself or my situation, or why and how I decided to make the poor decisions that have devastated my wife, my family, my job and me. It was beyond selfish and even I cannot reconcile it. I want to change and have to change for not only me, but for those around me. I realize that reconciliation is not an easy path. But I am committed to that journey and to my marriage.
My goal: I am hoping this platform can be a source of guidance, inspiration and solace as I begin this journey.
3 comments posted: Sunday, March 10th, 2024
