I need help

I dated my H for 3yrs b4 accepting to marry him, in the 3yrs of dating he have cheated on me and I forgave him, we got married after some weeks i noticed he's glued to his phone, he don't gimme time or attention. He always chat one AP1, I asked he said she's COW, but he deleted their chats, I cloned his Whatsapp and found out they're not just COW but having an OEA. He tells her everything that happens in my home, even when am pregnant she's the first he told b4 telling his mum.

I talked to him about her, he lied until I showed him my evidence, he accepted but told me he's just chatting nothing serious, i told him am not comfortable with them, that he should stop.

He stopped and went to A2 and started again, I found out and reported to MIL and my M, MIL called us and talked to us he promised her he will stop, but he didn't, he tried hiding and covering his track.

He went back to AP1, I found out they're still having EMA, i saved all their chats and photos, he stopped making love to me with the excuse that he's tired but every night he'll masturbate while having OEA with AP1 or his watching porn. i travelled to my parents and complained to them that i don't want to continue again they said i cant divorce him because of my daughter.

When I came back I found out that he invited AP3 to our house and had an A when he knew I'll be back same day.

I invited my MIL and my M, I told them everything that had gone wrong even showed them the pictures, he wanted to deny it but when he saw those pictures he couldn't say anything. My MIL was disappointed and begged me to stay back, my mom begged me to stay. He begged that he will change and I accepted him,

MIL called me to start praying for him I started praying and hoping he would change, he have deleted everything with AP1 and 2, he now went to AP4 and AP3 and starts talking with them, but they re always unavailable for them to have OEA he have started with another ones but they're not giving him the opportunity and he only go for MW

I am losing myself my worth, I don't know what to do next, I live my days with regret no respect for me, i came across his chat with AP6 where he's begging her to chat him, she said she cant continue with him cos of me his reply is "is it because of her?"

Pls what should I do, I've had suicidal thought but the thought of leaving my daughter behind still keeps me alive

6 comments posted: Wednesday, April 3rd, 2024