Topic is Sleeping.
Perdita1 (original poster member #67654) posted at 11:41 PM on Tuesday, February 6th, 2024
It’s been a while since I’ve been on here. Been seeing someone I met OLD, and really I’ve known for a while that this was not a long term thing. He’s generally a nice guy though, and I appreciated the escapism.
What I didn’t realise was just how much I’d come to rely on him being on the other end of the phone. It’s been a very stressful start to the year work-wise and ex-wise, and maybe I just can’t take any more drama. Which is why breaking up with this guy because I felt that I couldn’t give him what he wanted (prioritising him more and more over other things in my life) right now was probably a really bad idea.
I am feeling panicky and nauseous. I know letting him go was the kindest thing to do since I didn’t see a real future, but goodness it hurts. I’m so scared of being fully alone again. I miss him.
Any words of wisdom?
BearlyBreathing ( member #55075) posted at 2:13 AM on Wednesday, February 7th, 2024
Just sending you a bittersweet congratulations- doing the right thing sucks sometimes. And a hug because it hurts.
Take good care of yourself . You are going to be okay.
Me: BS 57 (49 on d-day)Him: *who cares ;-) *. D-Day 8/15/2016 LTA. Kinda liking my new life :-)
**horrible typist, lots of edits to correct. :-/ **
Topic is Sleeping.
