Topic is Sleeping.
Notagain1 (original poster new member #78464) posted at 9:58 PM on Friday, August 13th, 2021
Left the therapist, feeling like this weekend was mine. Went to put in gas, and STBX pulls in with his new love. When I left, I should have went to my apartment, but I had been on the way to the house to get some of my stuff and hoped I could grab it before they returned. I ended up having a complete mental break down seeing how they were playing house and couldn't drive, so when he returned he found me in complete hysterics. I even stabbed the meat on the counter so hard I bent a knife. Now I'm home wishing it was monday not knowing how I'm getting through this lonely weekend.
Papercoversrock ( member #50538) posted at 10:20 PM on Friday, August 13th, 2021
Hey, you got this and you’re only getting better.
You are making steady progress on you and seems like he . . . Is not your problem anymore?
Try to spend time with friends, family, church, hobbies and think about long term plans and what you can do now that you felt you couldn’t before?
And maybe buy a really nice knife and throw the bent one in the trash along with his ability to affect your emotions.
stubbornft ( member #49614) posted at 11:16 PM on Friday, August 13th, 2021
You CAN do this! Some days are rough. Today was rough. I hope you can have a restful weekend. Hang in there!
Me: BS 40 Him: WS 51 He cheated with massage parlor sex workersDday 01/19/2021
Kicked him out in 2021 - life is better on the other side. Moved on with the help of a wonderful therapist.
BearlyBreathing ( member #55075) posted at 12:56 AM on Saturday, August 14th, 2021
Well that was certainly some bad luck. But he’s just living in a fantasy bubble and it’s not real. And you absolutely can do this. take some time this weekend to be good to yourself – get a pedicure, see a movie, cook something you’ve always wanted to try and he would never enjoy. And remember that time will work its magic. Just hang in there.
Me: BS 57 (49 on d-day)Him: *who cares ;-) *. D-Day 8/15/2016 LTA. Kinda liking my new life :-)
**horrible typist, lots of edits to correct. :-/ **
WhoTheBleep ( member #49504) posted at 1:26 AM on Saturday, August 14th, 2021
(((Notagain1)))
I'm sorry. This stuff SUCKS!!!!
Time will pass and you will heal. And they will be stuck with each other. Lying cheating douche canoes.
I believe we have two lives: the one we learn with, and the one we live with after that. --The Natural
Topic is Sleeping.
