That is the funny thing, her mom is already aware. I already disclosed MIL with my findings earlier, as I wanted to check whether she was aware of this pursuit. It was in plain sight in the house, so I figured she might know something. Also wanted to guard myself for lies WW might tell me as she was already dishonest of her financial situation. Her mother told me she already knew she had this interest. So I am not even entirely sure from who I hide it from. While it might rise a few eyebrows, there is nothing against following this interest according to our religion. If she wants to keep it for herself fine. Truth will come out eventually.
You are right I should distance myself from her to guard my myself from her influence. It is just hard as our lives are still intertwined. I just wants this to be over with so I do not have to deal with her anymore. Whatever she does after the D is none of my business I suppose. If she keeps living a double life its on her. If I really came to know something that should be reported to someone I will. Otherwise she is still entitled to some privacy.
At very least its a reminder why I am going through with the D.
I hope IC can help me with my state of mind, the anxiety attacks from random triggers. I am being transferred to a more specialized one. Unfortunately it will take some time sessions there to really start.
[This message edited by KindnessHasALimit at 10:36 PM, Sunday, April 7th]
